Unwell...

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be 

I'm Not Crazy!!!

dunno y am just sooooo in love with this song...

love the lyrics...

love the rhythm of the song...

forgot when was the 1st time i heard this song..

juz now when i was driving back from Ben's home i heard this again..

dunno how to describe the feeling

but this song juz calms me down n i feel really comfortable listening to this song. =)

ClimbingDay

hehe last tuesday was the climbing day for Ben and Abi..
this little girl kept saying 'dowan' when we were preparing her to go climb..
but once we arrived in camp5 she climbed so happily and after 2 hours of climb she was still so energetic never complain tired but the brother already complaining tired and sleepy.. LOL

cute her!!! she has grown up alot since the day i met her.. =) it feels so great when u see her smile and sometimes her actions are just like an adult. LOVESSS

hehe after the 2 hours of climbing Ben and I oso felt very hungry so we decided to leave there and go for some light food before..

in the end we walked all the way to the IBM building for GloriaJeans.. =P

hehe Abi was enjoying herself with the PC in Gloria

thinking bout my life...

exam is over... holiday has started for more than 1 week..
throughout the days... i done nothing!
everything is about shopping around.. hanging out with frens... meeting up bf.. eating... online.. and also spending time in the toilet! LOLZ
stomach hasn't been well since last saturday..
having some weird pains and also diarrhea until today.. @.@
at least 2 to 3 times in a day. Zzz..
BUT, hopefully this could help in reducing some weights and inches on my waist. =p

anyway, the past whole week was extremely busy...
1st, gathering with the old friends from CHS!
2nd, bring Abi to go climb...
3rd, visit to kajang for sate and Ben's kai ma n kai ba..
4th, Yang is back so accompanied him to settle his stuffs and dinner with the the few ppl who used to hang out together..
5th, sent yang off to the airport...
6th, Joyce early bday celebration in curve with the family...

look at this!
everyone has changed soooooo much!
hehe some has started working and some of them are still studying enjoying their life like me!

heheh find out who is who in the photo! though not everyone attended the gathering but that gathering was really awesome!! it brings back soooooo much of our memories... those fun times we had in class... how we used to fight... copy homework and also bullying the teachers.. LOL

theres alot more activities in last week i'll post bout it later...

the main thing i wanna jot down here today is about how lucky i am...

i somehow think im really being too protected by my parents and also bf..

i mean... i am really lucky.. they help in giving me excuses for not going out to work...

before the holiday starts i promised my self to go get a part time job and earn money in this one month plus holiday...

wanted to get some home-based job but couldnt find any..

so fine, asked around for some outside part time job..

when i finally found the job, i give so much of excuses for not taking it..

1st job was about giving out flyers in unknown places.. RM80 for one day...

some said the pay is too low, BF said its too dangerous for giving out flyers when we dun even noe where am i going.. and of course parents din agree with this job too...

2nd job was offered by daddy... he wanted me to go work with errr i dunno what to call that should i say supplier of him? he wants me to go work with them and i dun even have the knowledge on their field... so of course i begged daddy for not putting me there...

then the 3rd job kai gor found for me is a whole month job which i have to travel around msia for road shows and i was shocked when i heard him saying u wont be going home for the entire month... though the pay sound good n tempting but obviously Ben wont be letting me to do work like dis and so do my parents..

so i ended up still wasting my time not producing anything out... n listening to mom's nagging everyday asking me to go look for a job.

theres so many ppl out there who are working like a cow juz to get themselves to be able to survive..

some dun even have the ability to work even if they want to..

when i was given so many chances and working opportunities... i never appreciate..

am just too lucky... parents been protected us so well since young thats y we juz cant take a small little challenge... to go out and work with the others...

grow up LIM CHINN PEI!

^.^

hehe finally daddy is free to bring me to change my car's tyre..
while waiting for the guy to check the alignment..
i suddenly realised my car still look so nice! LOL
the paint is still so shiny n it looks new compare to other myVi which is same age with mine..

look at my baby! still so gorgeous after 2 years... =P

hehe den suddenly the helper came ask me 'u masuk kampung ke?'

den i was like huh? no ahh.. y ask?

den he showed me the 'bull shit' on my car..

hahah den i remember on last Friday when i went to BBJ for exam..

i do not noe y theres a lot of cows near that area..

they shitted on the road n its everywhere thats y couldnt avoid..

seee!! ewww

wasted my bf's effort to wash my car for me on Thursday while i was sitting in the exam hall nervously!

cute him! the 1st thing i went into my car after exam he keep asking me to look at my surroundings..

LOL but i was soooooo super blur never realised my car is cleaned!

hehe... 'Love" is when u complaint ur car is dirty, u go for exam, u tot ur bf is going home to sleep, but he sacrifices his sleep to wash ur car for u. =)

kotaraya?

hehe today after exam went to makan with frens in Rabbit Cafe after that went back to college to fetch BF...
den while waiting for another 'king' with bf in front of college...
i suddenly notice something funny and silly in front of the campus...
buses... taxis... cars.... people!! are everywhere...
cars keep coming... picking up people...
taxis... dropping the customers and pick new customers..
buses to LRT station... Arena... Fortune Park... and also the Park and Ride van..
so look at the photo... does this even look like a college? or puduraya or kotaraya? LOL

look at the crowd in front of the main entrance of our campus....

should have taken the photo of buses and taxis together! xD