Life Sucks!

2010 did not started well!
its only the 7th day of 2010 but all the bad things are happening!
everything is going so wrong! nothing seems to be right!
im going crazy man!

life is stupid..
i find it so hard to please everyone around you..
u have to think for so many sides when it comes to making a decision..
if you want ppl around you to be happy, do according what they told you to
you will be upset.
but if you want to keep your self happy and do whatever you think is right for you,
ppl around you will be upset with your actions..

so, who to please?

somehow everyone is faking everything they are doing everyday
they might seem happy to do whatever they are doing daily
but deep inside they hate that to the max!

daddy keep expecting me to go overseas for my final year
but i really dun think i will be able to cope with it
being alone in UK =(
i really dont want that!
but he was so upset when i told him i gonna stay here to complete my degree..
he even said go do ur masters overseas right after level 3
dun listen to what ppl said like it will be easier for you to learn after gaining a few years of experience..

so how? who can make the decision for me?